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‘ONCE YOU KNOW‘ by MADELEINE VAN HECKE
BOOK BEGINNINGS / FIRST LINES
“The moist spring air smelled of newly-mown grass, and Colleen inhaled it greedily, as if the past dry months living in Arizona had left her parched. Just ahead, Izzy grabbed her father’s hand and jumped a puddle. Her black patent shoes didn’t quite clear the water, and gray droplets splattered her white tights. Colleen swallowed a reprimand.
Her restraint felt like a bargaining chip. She would be her best self this visit. In return, Izzy would behave as well as could be expected of any eight-year old. Rachel, already at the end of her first year in college, would be happy and easy after her performance this evening. And the sense of romance in the springtime air would linger through the night.
Oh, Colleen had so many hopes for this weekend!
They waited outside the auditorium for Colleen’s brother Shawn and his family. Derek was listening patiently to Izzy describe her favorite parts of the Children’s Museum when the soothing hum of their conversation suddenly broke. “I thought I was staying at the hotel with you and Mommy,” Izzy cried.
‘No, hon,’ Derek said.
Colleen interjected. ‘I told you, Izzy. You’re going home with Aunt Bea after the concert for a sleepover with Amber,’
Izzy glanced from one parent to the other, her mouth trembling. ‘I want to stay with you.’
Colleen pursed her lips.
Izzy spun toward her father. ‘Daddy!’
Colleen gave Derek a warning glance. But he wasn’t looking at her; he stared down at Izzy’s tear-streaked face. ‘It’s not a good idea, honey. Mommy’s right. You stay with Aunt Bea tonight.’
‘But Daddy!’ Izzy slammed herself against her father and clamped her thin arms around his waist. Derek had developed a small paunch this past year, and her cheek rested on the swell as if it was a pillow. His face went rigid. He unwound Izzy’s hands from his waist, bent down, and pressed her arms close to her sides. He held her in place and stepped back, almost at arm’s length. ‘No “but Daddy!” We’re going to do what Mommy wants.’
Relief vibrated through Colleen. But it was a relief mixed with a jittery feeling. How uncharacteristically stern Derek had sounded! And hadn’t he – if she admitted it to herself, if she let herself recall details she’d rather ignore – hadn’t he seemed tense once or twice earlier this trip, and not his usual, easygoing self? He’d been irritated at the long coffee line at the airport, at the delay taking off.”
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‘ONCE YOU KNOW‘ by MADELEINE VAN HECKE
Feisty, Irish-Catholic Colleen Moretti thrust the letter into the back of a drawer. Her plan: ignore the fault line until the tremors pass. But her husband’s betrayal is far worse than Colleen suspects.
In this complex story of a family unraveling, both Colleen and her college-age daughter Rachel struggle to maintain their balance amidst feelings of love and loss, anger and betrayal. A gifted cellist, Rachel escapes into her music and her campus life, including her burgeoning romance with her first real boyfriend. But her coming of age tale is fraught with complications from what’s happening in her family. In her desperation to sustain hope, Colleen turns a blind eye to Rachel’s struggles. Instead, she clutches to her faith that preaches forgiveness and to the tender memories that preserve her image of the man she has known her husband to be. Mixed in this soup is eight-year-old Izzy, whom both Colleen and Rachel try to protect from the fallout of this conflict.
With two daughters caught in the middle of a crumbling marriage, one who would love to see her father cut out of their lives and the other who would be crushed to lose him, Colleen is trapped in a no-win situation. Colleen finally realizes she can’t save her daughters, her marriage, and herself, so… who will she choose?
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