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Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home
by Anne Goodwin
Review

MATILDA WINDSOR IS COMING HOME

Cover image of the book 'Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home' by author Anne GoodwinIn the dying days of the old asylums, three paths intersect.

Henry was only a boy when he waved goodbye to his glamorous grown-up sister; approaching sixty, his life is still on hold as he awaits her return.

As a high-society hostess renowned for her recitals, Matty’s burden weighs heavily upon her, but she bears it with fortitude and grace.

Janice, a young social worker, wants to set the world to rights, but she needs to tackle challenges closer to home.

A brother and sister separated by decades of deceit.

Will truth prevail over bigotry, or will the buried secret keep family apart?

Cover image of the book 'Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home' by author Anne Goodwin

ANNE GOODWIN

New image of author Anne Goodwin - Updated August 2021Anne has been scribbling stories ever since she could hold a pencil and now she writes fiction for the freedom it offers her to contradict herself, although she hate bios for fear of getting it wrong!

During her career as an NHS clinical psychologist, her focus was on helping other people tell their neglected stories to themselves, although now that her short fiction publication count has overtaken her age, her ambition going forward is to write and publish enough novels to equal her shoe size!

She writes entertaining fiction about identity, mental health and social justice and is also available as a speaker and trainer / workshop leader.

Anne juggles her sentences whilst walking in the Peak District, where she is now a volunteer ranger with the Peak District National Park, only to lose them again while battling the slugs in her vegetable plot.

“I write to tame and organise the thoughts that bubble in my head. I write for the part of me that’s inconsolable and don’t have the hands or the talent for painting, pottery or the piano. I write because it’s proven more effective than screaming to communicate my personal truths. I write because publication provides the perfect payback for a painful childhood and because I’m addicted to alliteration, a glutton for grammar and ruled by the rule of three. I continue writing to discover where my imagination will take me; because if I stopped, I’d no longer be me”

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Cover image of the book 'Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home' by author Anne Goodwin

FIRST LINES

PROLOGUE

“When you find me, you will want to hear my story. Or the part of my story that tells of you. Until then, I turn it around in my mind to prevent it fading. When we meet, it will sing”

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CHAPTER ONEOCTOBER 1989

“The cushion sighs, squashed by a body sinking into the seat beside her. Matty scrunches her already-closed eyes. She does not care for distractions when she has a recital to prepare. And, never able to anticipate when she might be called on to deliver her lines, her day spools out as one continuous rehearsal. Matty’s burden weighs heavily upon her, but she bears it with grace”

Cover image of the book 'Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home' by author Anne Goodwin

MEMORABLE LINES

“At her interview in this room, Janice had been asked about the pros and cons of multidisciplinary teamwork. Now she realised what she should’ve said. They had to set aside their professional differences to defeat the common enemy of discrimination”

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“Like unlocking the door to a cage that, rather than confining the occupants, defended them against the dangers outside?”

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“A human being couldn’t be reduced to a number. Even psychologists, who measured anything that moved and a fair amount that didn’t, would agree with that”

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“Heather inspired trust in the group’s potential to transform people who were hardly aware of themselves, let alone each other, into sociable decision-makers”

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“People didn’t stop being rivals, bullies, or abusers on attaining pensionable age”

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“This was why she championed community care. This was why she trained as a social worker. Not for the paltry pay, not for the professional prestige, but for the human connection with people who were otherwise hard to reach”

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“Today, although high summer, the sun is a faded thumbprint, the sky bath-water grey. She is barely beyond the annexe when the heavens open. As if a nun had pulled the chain of God’s lavatory, drenching her from hair to heels”

Cover image of the book 'Matilda Windsor Is Coming Home' by author Anne Goodwin

REVIEW

“A brother and sister separated by decades of deceit”

Oh My Goodness! – How can I organise my jumbled thoughts into some semblance of order to talk about this book in any sensible way? My emotions have been pushed and pulled in a multitude of directions whilst reading it, much of which takes me back to my own childhood experiences with my mother, who whilst not in any way as severely constrained as Matty and her fellow Ghyllside residents, underwent a couple of experiences with ECT therapy in a 1960s asylum, with dire consequences, which affected the rest of her life and probably my own!

It is very difficult to set this book within the rigid confines of a genre and it probably isn’t one I would ordinarily choose to read, although overall I am pleased that I did. It definitely does shine the spotlight onto many important aspects of the social and cultural norms, spanning several decades from the late 1930s to the 1990s. It documents, through fictional characters, in an easy to connect with way, how our perceptions of mental health and single parenthood have purportedly advanced, although the culture of systemic grooming and rape may not seem to have improved to any great degree in all that time, despite increased authority and public awareness.

The story and that enticing cover art, drew me in from the very first line, with some well timed and optimum length chapters keeping Matty’s life moving forward at a steady and manageable pace. I do think that it is possible to read this book as a stand alone story and not be too disappointed with the outcome, although I understand that there is to be a second-half closure to Matty’s story, which I feel almost compelled to read, although I don’t really want to necessarily. I do have a couple of scenarios already in my mind, so I might have to see if I am in any way near to the mark in my deductions. I’m kind of hoping for a happy ending, yet wondering if that is ever truly possible, given all that has gone before and how out of control events have become.

That Matty has been given such a huge well deserved voice with which to share her muddled and often delusional thoughts in her own way, at intervals during the main narration, weaves the human and humane emotions into the story in a cohesive way. This is just one strand of the complicated mix of elements, which contrive to converge, yet never entirely weld together into a definitive chain of events. Matty’s life is obviously the main focus of the timeline, however her brother Henry seems to me, to have been just as severely damaged by events of sixty years ago, albeit in an entirely different way, but maybe with equally dire consequences for his current mental health. Newly qualified social worker Janice is also brought into the mix, with a raft of personal issues which are vying with her professional status, for a place at the forefront of her mind.

I might just elaborate a little on that last paragraph, although I don’t want to give too much away about the storyline: Much of Tilly’s early life was lived in an abuse filled lie, which clearly had a terrible effect on her in her latter childhood and early adult years. Her much younger brother Henry, who is now almost a pensioner himself, has put his entire life on hold waiting for Tilly to come home, although it transpires that they were never really that far apart, it was simply a strange set of coincidences which kept them from finding one another. To my mind, Henry’s mental health is every bit as fragile as Tilly’s, albeit that it manifests itself in different ways, to the point where he doesn’t know if he ever wants to acknowledge Tilly again in the strange new world she inhabits. It might all just be too much for him, as reality doesn’t quite match up to expectations. Janice is the enigma within the cast of characters, as I was never really certain if she was simply using and manipulating the Ghyllside staff and residents, to further her own fledgling career, or whether she really did have their best interests at heart. She has so much emotional baggage of her own to deal with, including the urge to discover her own roots and reconnect with her past, whilst dealing with a very uncertain future, that she often takes her eye off the ball.

That the author is writing very much from a personal and professional perspective, is obvious in the well structured, multi-layered storyline, which seamlessly blends fact with fiction, to give a wonderfully textured, rich in atmosphere, immersive work, with true visual depth and range. From the outset, Anne knew exactly where she was heading with this story, including the many little twists and turns which kept me guessing the exact circumstances and chain of events, which were going to lead me to the place where now Matty finds herself. It was never going to be comfortable reading, however the sheer intensity of her unfolding story left me totally unsurprised that her mind had been so badly and probably so irrevocably damaged. There were a few moments of genuine laugh-out-loud humour, when it was possible to smile with the characters, not at them; and these poignant moments were narrated with sympathy and compassion, but never with condescension, and always lovingly.

Anne has brought together a mix of well developed personalities, who collectively, marginally tip the balance towards making this a predominantly character driven narrative, despite the intriguing storyline. No matter on which side of the asylum doors; the characters are all emotionally complex, raw and passionate, vulnerable and often unreliable; although always genuine, believable, authentic and totally addictive. The character dynamics and the synergy between them, is often devoid of any genuine depth of feeling, although there is plenty of ’empty’ emotion, which made them quite difficult to relate to or invest in and I was left feeling that there was so much searching for a sense of belonging and inclusion, that the rare light-hearted moments of humour did little to ease their collectively lugubrious nature.

This is most definitely one of those books designed to take each reader on a unique and individual personal journey towards a common outcome, so I recommend you read this one for yourself and see where it leads you.

Oh! and as a small aside – As a ‘Jelly Baby’ lover (but mostly only the orange and yellow ones), I shall probably never be able to either look at one in the same way again, or probably ever eat one again – not without visualising Matty biting their heads off anyway!

New image of author Anne Goodwin - Updated August 2021

A complimentary Kindle download of this book, for review purposes, was kindly made available by the author.

Any thoughts or comments are my own personal opinion and I am in no way being monetarily compensated for this, or any other article which promotes this book or its author.

I personally do not agree with ‘rating’ a book, as the overall experience is all a matter of personal taste, which varies from reader to reader. However some review sites do demand a rating value, so when this review is posted to such a site, it will attract a well deserved 5 out of 5 stars!

 

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Yvonne

I can’t remember a time, even as a child, when I haven’t been passionate about books and reading.
I began blogging, when I realised just how many other people out there shared my passion for the written word and I have been continually amazed at the wealth of books that are available and the amount of great new friends I have made, from literally 'The Four Corners Of The World'.

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12 comments
  • Seems like a perfect read for the coming holidays, with a cup of hot tea and some baked biscuits aside 🙂
    I am going to download the kindle version. Thanks, Yvonne, for the beautiful and honest review.

    • Be prepared for an honest take on a difficult subject, written with love.

      You definitely need some quiet ‘me’ time to appreciate all the nuances of the storyline.

      I hope you love it as much as I did and thank you, as always, for your kind words 🙂

  • The cover got my attention. I loved it and then I saw the picture with the author, how cute that she has the same dress. That’s lovely!
    It’s nice that you enjoyed the book so much. It must have been a bit hard if it brought back less pleasant memories from your childhood.
    I hope you’ll have a relaxing weekend.

    • The cover really is quite eye-catching and a slightly more upbeat introduction to what is a very difficult and emotive storyline.

      However, with her many years of experience working in the field of mental health, Anne pitched this one to perfection and although it brought back personal memories I might rather have left buried, it is a subject which deserves and needs to be heard!

      Thanks for stopping by and I hope that all is well with you too! 🙂 x

  • Hi Yvonne, I just wrote a long comment and have no clue where it went lol. Anyway, like I was saying this sounds like a great book that tackles the subject of mental health really well. I’m glad it resonated and that you enjoyed it. Fun author pic with her matching dress. Thanks for the wonderful review as always. Happy weekend!

    • You have no idea how often that happens to me too! Sometimes I’ll go back and retype the entire comment, but more often than not, I’ll just post a potted version of what I originally said! 🙂

      The story is written in a way which is easy to connect with as an outsider to the care profession, yet offers just enough detail to be fully immersive and inclusive. Mattie’s background story was totally heart-breaking and Henry’s is a life wasted and put on hold, as he waits to be reunited with his sister. You will need tissues!

      Thanks for your kind words and for taking the time to stop by. I hope that all is well with you 🙂

      • It sounds like a good one so I’m adding it to my TBR list. 🙂 I’m ok here hope you’re well. Just busy as usual but will be doing an update post this Sunday.

        • I think your missing post just turned up in my ‘needs authorisation’ box, so I don’t know what happened there.

          I definitely think the book deserves a spot on you TBR list though and I’ll catch up with you soon! 🙂

  • This sounds interesting, though I wonder how I would feel about the ending. I don’t always mind an ambiguous closing (allowing one to come to their own conclusions), but if I know there’s a followup, I’d feel compelled to read it.

    I’ll have to look at this one more closely and decide…

    • The book does come to a kind of natural conclusion and if I hadn’t read that Anne was planning a sequel, I would have been quite happy that it had worked okay as a stand alone story.

      It’s just that now I know about the sequel, the possible eventual outcomes are going round and round in my mind, so I shall probably have to read it, just to find out and satisfy my own curiosity!

      A very human take on a very difficult subject, presented beautifully!

      Thanks for your comment and for taking time to engage with the post. Have a good weekend 🙂

  • I don’t think this would be for me but I found your review fascinating, Yvonne. It’s a hard subject to write about and I was pleased to hear the author is well qualified to do so. I think, given your personal experience with your mother, that you were brave to read it. There are certain books I won’t go near after things that happened to me, so all power to your elbow.

    • I think my mum’s situation was made even worse because they were totally wrong in diagnosing mental health issues, although by the time she had been sectioned a couple of times and given ECT I’m sure she was suffering the effects from all the mind-bending drugs and treatments.

      We are talking about the 1960s here, so in fact, after many years of popping prescription anti depressants, she was eventually diagnosed with a new and virtually unheard of condition called Multiple Sclerosis!!!

      The rest, as they say, is history!!

      I did have to think long and hard about reading this one, however I think in a strange way, it actually did me some good and was quite cathartic. I might still have to think long and hard about reading the sequel though, as I think that is going to be very emotionally challenging and sad, unless I have anticipated that all wrong.

      Given your own challenges, I appreciate that you took the time to read the post and stopped by to comment. Have a peaceful Sunday 🙂 x

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